i finally fall asleep. and within an hour i wake up from the most disturbing night terror i’ve ever had. i found my two year ex boyfriend, his twin, their roommate, and two of their friends dead in my car. not just dead, they had lumps all of their faces; they had tattoo images carved into every inch of their skin, which they were colored red with blood; they had been half burned; they had internal organs sticking out of them. and i woke up.
holy fucking fuck. the things that go through my head while i’m asleep. and now i’m awake again. just lovely.

i need a best friend. one that actually likes to hang out with me. one who will give me a real chance, for who i really am. my split personality thing is making me crazy.