i need a best friend. one that actually likes to hang out with me. one who will give me a real chance, for who i really am. my split personality thing is making me crazy.
right now, i think i know exactly what i want. the only problem is i always want what i can’t achieve. once i achieve it, if i ever do, i won’t want it anymore. unsatisfied hopeless girl is all that i’ll ever be. sigh.